“Yeah, yeah. I’m doing great. Really excited to be here.”

Today I lied to my friend. I looked her in the eyes, smiled nice and wide, and told her a complete lie.

Then I had one of those moments - you know the ones - where time slows down.

And I continued to look her in the eyes, and I knew, I KNEW, that “I’m doing great” was the biggest load of crap.

But I made my choice. I committed to that lie.

And then we had some pleasant small-talk. It was nice. (Really and truly)

Please take this as a confession, rather than a cry for help. I have no desire for pity.

Yes, this is a hard season in my life right now. But God’s been doing some really amazing things in my life - things I’ve wanted for a long time. Big things. Powerful things. Restorative things. Freeing things.

And so tonight I will practice this:

“Be thankful in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you who belong to Christ Jesus.”

1 Thessalonians 5:18

I am thankful for the opportunity to build character during an incredibly trying season of life.

I am thankful for the opportunity to learn from my mistakes as a leader, and do better in the future.

I am thankful for the opportunity of tomorrow, to start fresh, and to try again.

1. hannarae said: I wanted to let you know that you’ve been on my mind, friend. Hoping you’ll come out of this rough season stronger.
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